As usual, I didn't expect this will start like this...sitting on a chair with a laptop at 2:00 a.m. in the balcony of my new house in Tatanagar on 3rd floor. The blue yellow flames (rising to about 2 feet ) out of chimneys from the Tata Steel plant are visible...the sky full of starts and mild breeze is making me feel very calm and quiet..
A lot of changes have occurred...the transition from a student to an employee has just taken place, yet another phase...only difference is that my special songs running in the background and my memory stock are still the same, upgraded and revised at regular intervals. My mind right now is running along infinite directions at a time, which is making it difficult for me to write what I want to. Anyways, hope I will learn with time.I need to learn it.
I have always believed that I should not get into documenting my experiences. Rather they must be revised frequently. I generally am busy remembering the time I have spent with my friends, family and music and sports. This I feel is the root cause of my absent mindedness. I have always been scared getting out of this subconscious state of my mind. That keeps me away from outside world and its pros and cons. The worry is that this absent mindedness of mine is now slowly disappearing....
Now also, I am not realizing what I am writing.. hope tomorrow morning I understand..
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